WHY THERE IS NO OPTIONS BUT TO SUICIDE?

I'm going to write from the both side prospective. I was wondering why people end their life? Wouldn't be living a life is not good enough? Why do they do that? Why in today's world mental illness is so common? Can't we be happy without such luxury, money, being perfectionist or a perfect life? Why most people ended up doing the wrong thing in the need becoming perfectionist? Why making mistakes are tagged as failure? 

THE SUICIDE ATTEMPT VIEWS:

What does the suicide attempt think in the situation of ending their life? That person is suffering from peer pressure, depression, stress, trauma, his/her fear, they can't move on from such situations, hopelessness, pains and chronic illnesses, mental issues, think that other people life are better when you are not their, social isolation, a cry for help or in some cases accidental suicides.

A suicide note be like:

"I have so much on my mind. It gives me a hell lots of weight. But I'm all alone stuck with my thoughts. I want to scream out so loud but I fell like my head is underwater, if I scream I'll die by my own thing. Not a single person even helps me to hear my shit out. I feel like very single person who exist in my life is just using me. Everyone is so busy with their own shits, so why to burdened them with my weights upon the. Feels like a plastic bag who have been thrown away because its all tron apart. I hide a tons of my feelings from everyone, even if I might ended up telling them my feelings their reaction or their responses are worthless, don't make me feels like less a miserable person or a stupid human being with no worth. They say it's okay, everything is gonna be fine, but tell me the date when it is going to be fine? when will I be okay? It's already been miserable since my birth. I struggle every day, every minute and every second. Nobody care what I feels? They just want me to be perfect. If I make mistakes they just say that I fail and I can't do anything correctly. I'm a loser, I hate myself, I want to be fucking perfectionist, I'm no longer useful, I'm worthless, I shouldn't have born on the first place, people around me are better without me, etc. I should have died. I say to myself all the time that I'm okay, I should be okay, I should not let my thoughts control me, etc. But I have to admit that I'm not okay. I am just fooling myself. Nobody ever find out that I'm even struggling and dealing with so much that are beyond my limits to handle. They just admire me for the fake me. I'm loosing the real me to fit in that surroundings. so I decided to end up my life for the better world. I want to escape the reality. I'm sorry and goodbye forever. I don't if I love you or not but thanks for making up my mind."

-______? 

This is what a people goes through. It could have been more miserable too but hopes for the better. We never know what a people is going through. People like them are so good at hiding their pain and their true emotions. But if you pay attention you can easily figure it out. There minor  details in that person describe all those things that a person is hiding through his/her body language. Your body always says the whole truth about you but nobody or want to do a simple act of kindness or of appreciation. The people of this generation are so mean and self centered. They just want their work to be done by using anyone and goes through any limits. People like me always get hurt and some situation are unbearable for them so they think that ending up their life would be better that living. We don't know what that person thinks or act to certain circumstances. So it's better to not to judge a people by their emotions, appearance, rich or poor, etc. To be honest I just want every single person on this earth to at least enjoy their lives even if it's not that great but still find those movements which makes you happy. Even a small movement makes you happy from inside. 

Whoever is reading this blog I want you to always try to appreciate people around you. Try to do a simple act of kindness. I'm telling you it will give you a purpose to live even if you don't have one or maybe you are hopeless just do it anyway who knows maybe you got something you really love to do. It gives you little hope in your life to live or maybe you make it you passion. I wish you well and so much of hopes. Be happy and relaxed.  

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