The spikes are the stories. Hold onto that.......

    It is a sketch made by me. A pretty complicated sketch. Represents my feelings. I'm afraid to share things and thoughts to someone who is trying to helping me. I say half truth and half lie to them and they say it's just a small thing, you are being very immature and you don't understand the mean what you write. But then my inner voice says if I don't understand the meaning of that thing then why will I write it, right? Isn't doesn't make sense if you don't understand something you will automatically will not use it?  So I'll tell the story of spikes. 

MADE MY ME __?

There is a exquisite new grown bud. The only thing which is colorful. This beautiful bud represents our mind. The mind which have power of containing more information then Wikipedia. See this sketch as human, it contain no gender, only a representative of all human kind. Come back to the topic, Mind? 

Firstly the simple explanation, mind is the manifestations of thought, perception, emotion, determination and memory. Mind is often used to refer especially to the thought process of reason. By the time our mind also bloom like a bud into flower. It will bloom. It is still compact because it still have many things to come through, many things to learn and so many insecurities to over come. Things still it needs to uncover and have to start from the beginning to see this world from many different  perspective and prospective. What is the difference between perspective and prospective? Perspective is can be different for every individual but prospective is excepting something that will most likely to happen in the future and can be similar for many people. It got many things to explore about itself and the world. 

Let's say what these spikes represents? It's for their protection to not be hurt by anyone, even if it's hurts the others. They don't want to let their guards down for anyone because they are afraid to show their weaknesses. It's not like showing your weaknesses is bad. It doesn't make you weak. Try and make that weaknesses of yours to become the greatest strengths. Weakness should be their to make you keep going and keep growing. Weakness doesn't make you vulnerable. So it's okay to reply on somebody. These spikes were build when you are betrayed by someone, your insecurities are controlling you, you are afraid to not fit in the society you live in, you are losing your true self, many other reasons more. It contain many uncovered feeling and stories that can only be narrated by the people who have experience it. Sometimes we are unable to feel the emotions that those people have gone through. It might look very simple to us but in reality its might not be for people who have suffered it. We can never understand the person completely without it's consent. Why are we hurting others just to protect our-self? I also don't have a answer to that question. I need to explore the the answer to this question. It may take time but in the end I'll get it. 

As this bud will bloom our spikes will keep on decreasing as we get mature. These spikes will be blunted as it explore about itself. The better it came to understand itself, it's spikes will be blunted faster. The stories of the spikes will be spoken out of itself. Better watch it's beauty after the flower will be bloom and spikes will be gone. The remarkable charm of it's mind. It will shine as a diamond. 

You have to do is explore yourself, be prepared for any possible or impossible experience. It will give you the power of that remarkable charm.